What's next?

Time flies. I've lost count of the months since I came home. Without money, without a job. Plug back into life at home. The most frightening realisation was how little everything had changed, ultimately making me feel like i hadn't. Everyone started by asking me how it was. I found it difficult to summarise over a years worth of experience in a quick 'catch up' conversation. These questions slowly evaporated leaving the next inevitable question "What's next?".